a sinister thought from a sinister mind
can you see my will, not dark but divine.
a collection of actions from a handful of time.
i try to do good, but my emotions are blind.
please forgive me, as i walk thru in the dark.
my unstable steps lead to unstable starts.
good deeds are damned, think head not the heart.
put feelings aside, good things fall apart.
take what you love and bury it deep.
fake friends exploit what they see as they creep.
most eyes don’t lie, watch them while they speak.
always on guard, keep one ear to the street.
the sensation of comfort, often feels fake.
nightmares take form, in my sleep and my wake.
knowledge transforms, reality is at stake.
make sure you have, if you don’t then you take.
i hurry a long, but don’t fit with the crowd.
they know not what they do, they follow the loud.
i’ve made my own moves, not all i am proud.
we all walk a path that ends at a cloud.
